There shall be a point in your life where you will have to accept one thing:
You might not mean much at all to the person who will mean way too much to you.

And you will hate it.
Not the level of hate you tend to be in whenever someone on public transport with you talks too loudly on the phone, or when a line takes an unnecessary while to advance and you're already late for an appointment.

You will hate it, and it will hate you back.

The thing is: the damage, on you, done by the hate it shall return, will be multiplied tenfold. (Sometimes, even more.)
It will give you an idea of how it feels to be stabbed, over and over, while slowly being driven to the brink of emotional disintegration.
It will make you feel betrayed.
It will be aware of your helplessness -- your helplessness when it comes to this person you so much care about -- and try to destroy every bit of desperately safe-kept mirth inside you by any means.

However, will you let such an unlikeable situation get in your way? Will you try every form of meditation (and medication) to shoo away that spot in your brain in where your subject of affection will reside?

You will, probably.
But you must not.

You see, you will tell yourself that you won't need this person in your life, when you will really, truly do. You will only be wasting your time trying to find completely nonexistent ways of moving on.

What you must do, though, is wait. No matter how unpleasant the idea will be for you. You will think about everything. All that will have taken place. All that might have taken place. You will know why the affection was labeled "like" or "love" in the first place. You will realize that, while you search for thoughts you will want to rid yourself of, there will be more good things than bad that this person will have done for you.

You will recall the days when you will have frowned (just because), but, instead, smiled, mainly due to a simple token of acknowledgment.

You will be grateful. Grateful that this person will not attempt to enter your life and leave it almost instantly. Grateful that you won't have wasted time, because, from every aspect of this experience, you will learn. You will learn, you will know, and you will be more cautious. You will love even better.

You will be a freshly-pressed suit. You will be brand-new.

You might not mean much to the person who will mean way too much to you, but, with a go at a different perspective, this fact just might mean nothing to you at all.

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Wrote this for Ren. Yup. Hi, Ren. You stay strong now. ♥

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